Dear friends…a glimpse of a miracle has shown up in my life. For those prayer warriors and beautiful community that have been praying, meditating, sending healing intentions, I ask you continue to put out the intention of a miracle. Whether God wants me to go through with the surgery, or an incredible breakthrough in technology arises, I have fully surrendered!
So I had a tough week, got to go into this chamber for multiple MRIs of my leg, so they can know to the exact proportion how much of my fibula bone (supporting leg bone) and skin they will take for the grafting and replacement of my jaw which they will remove half of the bottom jaw due to the Tumor. I asked them how much this machine was worth ’cause UCLA is only one of two places in the world that does this ten hour surgery in one day compared to three separate surgeries in nine months, and they said ‘each Tesla which is the measurement of the machine is worth a million, and that this machine is three Teslas so $3 million’, and there’s no radiation with this machine. Wow! So grateful for technology!!
It was really painful because they put an IV and a strong solution to take a contrast MRI and it stung so much through my whole vein every time they released the liquid. What’s crazy amazing is she said most places don’t have this machine and need to do an angio-gram instead, which includes the painful process of putting a needle in your groin area to release the saline solution and multiple X-Rays like radiation photos. When I went in they put me inside the chamber and I had weird claustrophobic thoughts. ‘Is this what it feels like to be in a casket? Or HELP!!! I’m stuck! I even felt like screaming for a minute.’ And then I remembered. I’m being guided divinely by my God. And he got me. And this is a tiny little step in the proportion of my beautiful future and my life’s mission on this planet. And every step I take will make me stronger and help me surrender into even a new place. Where things are effortless, beautiful…and magically aligned! After this tough moment, had to go get more blood drawn to make sure my liver is ok for my jaw MRI scan next Monday…so two of my veins were not happy. Finally, Dave, my rock, took me to Sta monica for a beautiful energy rich day! I went running by Malibu, then we went shopping, got to eat at a great vegan organic restaurant, and then came home. I wasn’t going to, but I decided to come on one last very special trip with my friends in Maui this week, so last minute we packed our bags and decided, in the words of Sheila Ross, ‘here today, gone to Maui!’ Our company is flying the top ranked leaders (1% of the 1%) in the world to an all expense paid luxury vacation in Maui, and I decided, what the heck. It’s two weeks before my surgery, I’m going to party like its 1999! (But no alcohol lol)
Ready to have a beautiful relaxing week with my friends and lover! 😆💪🏽💙