All right party people, time to get down and share the disco fun I’m about to experience, basically it will be like a “party in my mouth” but reverse that because it won’t be much fun at all, so I’m having all the fun I can for now, before the big day. I haven’t written a complete blog in a while and feel inspired to do so today. Frankly I’ve been in a semi-state of freeze in terms of blogging because so much information was thrown at me so fast.
The summary of the enchanting journey is that four years ago, I went in for a dental X-ray and was diagnosed with an ameloblastoma. A very rare tumor that only gets diagnosed to around 600 people in the world a year (vs. 5 million in US with cancer) and although it’s bening, it shows cancer-like qualities in that it can grow, metastasize and one day break my jaw when I chew. Needless to say, i was devastated. It was one of the toughest times of my life. A month after I got diagnosed, my husband’s dad was killed in a trucking accident and so it was a very difficult few months for us.
I am a big follower of the Tony Robbins world and the holistic/homeopath community, so I did what I knew, got all my information from conventional doctors but also looked like crazy for other solutions. I tried around nine different things and something worked, because these tumors grow so aggressively and with all the treatments I did, I was able to stop the tumor growth completely and for four years, I just tracked it through scans and it NEVER GREW. Something that is incredibly rare in the medical world.
A few months ago, I went in for a routine scan, and unfortunately, after four years of not growing not even one tenth of a centimeter, the tumor had nearly tripled in size. I literally thought it was a big mistake and that the scan was wrong or maybe a new tumor grew there, or whatever. It was hurting and numb and throbbing and two days before going to Hong Kong (I travel for a living), I got really scared and almost had emergency surgery. I couldn’t even drink water it would hurt my roots and my teeth around the tumor so bad. I remember crying at the airport and praying and asking God to guide me through my toughest days.
Luckily I went to see one of my great friends and top homeopath doctor and we did some intense things in a couple weeks, he said the tumor was showing up with the inflammation level of a stage four cancer, showing incredibly similar qualities. I went on a total alkaline diet for two weeks just juicing greens, no fruits starches carbs or proteins, plus his treatments in terms of herbs, homeopath pills and other things, and within two weeks the pain, throbbing and numbing was completely gone!! Note — a lot of trauma and layers of subconscious stuff can really affect the outcome of the disease, we did a ton of emotional healing and treatment as well, feeling and releasing trauma from my body. If you know someone that is going through healing, have them read the book You Can Heal Your Life by Louise Hay, it will change your life. It’s about how emotional trauma can really affect the healing of the body. This is the miracle that I claimed and since then the tumor has never hurt again. I’m back to drinking cold and hot liquids and not even one ounce of pain.
But then, the gift in the whole lesson was that the tumor was still there as a black mass (still showing up as ameloblastoma) and at this point, even my homeopath said I needed to get it removed, since it was so close to the brain and if it travels it can cause serious problems.
I’ve gotten multiple opinions from both conventional and homeopath doctors. At this point I’m working with a team of homeopaths on possibly creating a miracle and not having the surgery. However, if it’s God’s will, I am ready.
I ask my FB and blogging community to help me put the intention of a miracle out there, and to all my prayer warriors to pray for me and all the souls that are going through healing.
Remember, disease is nothing more than an interruption to get you to pause and reassess your life. Something in your body, mind and soul no longer working and a big change and reorganization ahead that can possibly bring you the biggest gifts ever.
I love you all my friends…remember to be love, give love and be open to receiving love!!
Love is the biggest miracle.