I would like to thank everyone for all the love, comments, prayers and FB messages on my healing, your love of the blog and future content you would like to see.
I would like to start this blog by apologizing. And in that realizing that one of my biggest areas of growth is to stop commiting to huge projects that are not helping with my healing. As many of you know, I have been healing for two years and working through obstacles and conventional ways that don’t serve me. I chose not to accept the doctors diagnosis and to follow a different path, as I know God has my back and I am blessed every step off the way.
When I saw my Naturopath Doctor in Minnessota, she gave me 28 days to recover from a mini surgery we had to unblock the channels of healing in my mouth and remove the two root canals that were blocking them.
So I committed to blog 28 days in a row. I wanted to express a big learning in my life. One of the reasons why I believe has contributed to my being sick has been the fact that I overcommitted to too many projects and overwhelmed myself in the process.
See, somewhere along my life I learned to receive love by accomplishing and being succesful. It became a strong tool for getting love and connection from people. So the more I did it, the more love I got.
Then I started to learn that love needs to come from within, and not from outside sources. I re-taught myself to feel love effortlessly, beautifully and without having to achieve.
But my little old pattern which was a part of my daily life (committing to anything I could), still shows up sometimes. Like when I was told I needed 28 days to heal. Instead of committing to rest, relaxation and total healing, I imposed upon myself the stress of having to write 28 blogs in 28 days, not to mention the stress of feeling like I might be spamming people with a daily email….
So I caught myself, and I am stopping this…although I am a woman of my word, I am also a woman that has committed to stop the extra work and look inward to support myself 100% in my healing.
What are you doing to please others to receive love? How can you receive and give youself love from within? One of my love strategies is to go on a daily morning gratitude walk and just pray, and be grateful for all the blessings in my life…then I receive and give love instantly…
So I apologize for not following through with 28 days and 28 blogs…but I have decided to put myself first…and love myself first.
Grateful to all my readers and for the love I feel at this moment…